Multiple times
Every day
Since I’ve met you
More so of late
I picture
Imagine
Visualize
Feel my cock
The cock I’ve spent a lifetime running from
Obsessing over
Clinging to
Afraid of
The cock you’ve gripped
Tightly in your small hands
Fitting, like no other
The cock you have stroked and caressed
Smiled at lovingly,
I have pictured it
Up to the hilt
Balls deep
Stopping
Diving into that moment between thrusting movement
Inside you
Your tightness
Enveloping
Blood of your passion
Engorged around my tumescence
As I flex over
And over
Again
Your entire body
Wrapped up
Engaged
Focused
Gripping my towering
Vulnerability
The rooted flesh
Of my manhood
Stopped, as far as I can fathom
Into your body
As your squeeze
Tightly around me
My mind zeroed in on the infinitesimal space
Between our beings
As close as humans get
To being someone else
To truly embracing the us in we
The I in you
The me in be.
Until I do
You must break me
Break me like a wild horse
Whip the fight out of me
Slap the smile from my arrogance
Lick the tears from my fear
Squeeze the pain from my psyche
And I from you
Until the hesitance of our humanity
Shatters
In the bliss
Of our flesh entwined
Our hearts breathing
Timeless
Unfathomable
Floating
Now,
Wrapped
Into
Around
Beginning and ending
Where all begins and ends.
-- S.F. 3/28/08 – for MMMM
